Lyrics: Chungha - X

[Hangul]
청하 - X

어디선가 넌 나를 지켜보겠지
지키지 못한 약속 모두 다 잊은 채
이제야 나는 제자리를 찾아온 것 같아
닫혔던 문들이 날 향해 모두 열리고

날 두드리는 불빛
보랏빛 떨림들
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날
꿈꾸게 만들어

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me
on your TV screen

드디어 지금이 내 시간이라면
달콤한 속삭임은 다 거둬주세요
온 세상이 날 버리고 떠나갈 때
그대는 선명하고 가깝게 있어줘요

날 두드리는 불빛
보랏빛 떨림들
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날
꿈꾸게 만들어

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

내가 들어갈 자리가 없던 그림을 난
오랫동안 바라보기만 했었지
그때는 맞출 수가 없던
슬픈 조각들이 날카로운 칼날이 되었네
갈고 갈은 칼로 유령처럼
날 따라다니던 네 흔적을 모두 잘라내
새살이 돋아 깨끗해져 가
마치 아무 일도 없었던 것처럼

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best
and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best
and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me
on your TV screen

[Romanization]
cheongha - X

eodiseonga neon naleul jikyeobogessji
jikiji moshan yagsog modu da ij-eun chae
ijeya naneun jejalileul chaj-aon geos gat-a
dadhyeossdeon mundeul-i nal hyanghae modu yeolligo

nal dudeulineun bulbich
bolasbich tteollimdeul
nal ttulh-eojige chyeodaboneun nundeul-i nal
kkumkkuge mandeul-eo

i jaliga nal mandeun ge anya
geol-eoon gil-e kkochbat ttawin eobs-eossjyo
geudaega noh-a beolin nae son-eun
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘ijeneun annyeong’ insaga doeeo
heundeullimyeo salajyeo gayo
dah-eul su eobsneun gos-eulo

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me
on your TV screen

deudieo jigeum-i nae sigan-ilamyeon
dalkomhan sogsag-im-eun da geodwojuseyo
on sesang-i nal beoligo tteonagal ttae
geudaeneun seonmyeonghago gakkabge iss-eojwoyo

nal dudeulineun bulbich
bolasbich tteollimdeul
nal ttulh-eojige chyeodaboneun nundeul-i nal
kkumkkuge mandeul-eo

i jaliga nal mandeun ge anya
geol-eoon gil-e kkochbat ttawin eobs-eossjyo
geudaega noh-a beolin nae son-eun
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘ijeneun annyeong’ insaga doeeo
heundeullimyeo salajyeo gayo
dah-eul su eobsneun gos-eulo

naega deul-eogal jaliga eobsdeon geulim-eul nan
olaesdong-an balabogiman haess-eossji
geuttaeneun majchul suga eobsdeon
seulpeun jogagdeul-i nalkaloun kalnal-i doeeossne
galgo gal-eun kallo yulyeongcheoleom
nal ttaladanideon ne heunjeog-eul modu jallanae
saesal-i dod-a kkaekkeushaejyeo ga
machi amu ildo eobs-eossdeon geoscheoleom

i jaliga nal mandeun ge anya
geol-eoon gil-e kkochbat ttawin eobs-eossjyo
geudaega noh-a beolin nae son-eun
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘ijeneun annyeong’ insaga doeeo
heundeullimyeo salajyeo gayo
dah-eul su eobsneun gos-eulo

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best
and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best
and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me
on your TV screen

[English]
Chungha - X

Somewhere you will watch me
I forgot all the promises I couldn't keep
Now I think I've come to my place
All the closed doors open towards me

Lights knocking on me
Violet tremors
The eyes looking through me
Make you dream

This place didn't make me
There was no flower garden on the road
My hand you let go
(You know you messed up, boy)
Say hello to now
It shakes and disappears
Out of reach

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me
on your TV screen

Finally, if this is my time
Take away all the sweet whispers
When the whole world abandons me and leaves
You are clear and close

Lights knocking on me
Violet tremors
The eyes looking through me
Make you dream

This place didn't make me
There was no flower garden on the road
My hand you let go
(You know you messed up, boy)
Say hello to now
It shakes and disappears
Out of reach

The picture where I didn't have room to go
I've been looking at it for a long time
I couldn't fit back then
Sad pieces turned into sharp blades
Like a ghost with a sharp knife
Cut out all your traces that followed me
New flesh sprouts and becomes clean
As if nothing had happened

This place didn't make me
There was no flower garden on the road
My hand you let go
(You know you messed up, boy)
Say hello to now
It shakes and disappears
Out of reach

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best
and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best
and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me
on your TV screen